Tuesday, June 1, 2010


So yesterday I post about 'giving up my dream' or the change in plans and then I find out my next door neighbor is preggers.

D comes in all happy for them, tells me the news and I promptly burst into tears...lol She is the 4th person this week that I have found is pregnant. I am more than happy for her...darn it!

Last night we took our dog to the vet because he's in pain. We still don't know why, but he's certainly happier on his pain meds. So while we were there, there was a female dog who was trying to birth her last puppy, but having difficulties. I looked at D and said"Good grief even the dog is pregnant!"

Now I would give my right arm to be pregnant again, but I am more than willing to follow God's lead to adoption as well...not a second choice...just alternate. :o) All these babies being born around me is not helping my resolve to trust Him. ;o)

I DO know His ways are better than our ways.
I DO know His plans are always better.
I DO know He knows my heart and loves me, and wants what's best for us all.

Thank you all so much for the comments and emails. I do trust Him. I Do. But who in us likes to be told no about something so very dear to our hearts. :o)

So on the subject of babies I will leave you with this check these babies out!!!


Cindy said...

Oh, I just love you so much. It's so easy for all of us to just tell you to "trust in Him". I know you do. Your faith is so strong. But you are so right, no one likes to be told "no" to something we so strongly desire. God put that desire in you though. Hold on to that. Don't let go of it. Remember...He might only be saying 'wait'. Or, He might be molding in you something much bigger than you could have ever imagined with that desire. Hang in there. I know it's hard. It's the hard stuff that makes us stronger. Cant wait to see what God is going to do in your life next!
Love ya!

Unknown said...

KNOWING that His ways are right and best is not quite the same as feeling peace with that. I struggle with this constantly. Head and heart not always in alignment! hang in there! :)