There was this moment as if time had stopped and I realized we are a family. Not some weird revelation... but this moment of everything being...right.
It wasn't anything E said, or anything profound...I just had a moment of clarity that spoke to my heart.
Sometimes life gets ridiculously crazy and there are moments where I can hardly think straight because there is so much in my head. I am almost to the point that I cannot even read a plain old book because I am afraid all of the other stuff in my head will fall out if I put more in it...lol but I digress.
In the busy-ness of life...I was able to see our life as a family as being the right thing. :) I never thought it was wrong...but in parenthood and sometimes adoption parenthood there are moments when you wonder why God trusts you with so much. Ya know what I mean?
But we have been blessed. Blessed beyond belief!
I often tell my Big's that. That they blessed us so much that we just had to adopt because we wanted more of that blessing. Now I can tell my Little's the same thing... they have blessed us so much that we want more of it. I guess it's selfish really. Wanting more of the blessing... I mean we can't afford to take our kids to Disney, or to send our S to Germany to visit her friend this Spring or to get new cars or go shopping on a whim. We are pretty poor monetarily... but so very rich in all the blessings we have been given.
Life is right... I am SO looking forward to what God has planned for us! I will admit to being a bit scared... I mean I know there are obstacles... and issues coming our way... but I know HE's got a plan. And I know HE will get us through.
It's is well with my soul....