D and I had a pretty long discussion the other day about our next adoption. He said no. Not now. No questions, but that he just did not feel God speaking to him as I do. I wasn't happy. It got a little heated... not ugly, but I am obviously emotional about it. So I was disappointed.
That very same night we were at an Emmaus function and this song came on. As we sang it.... I felt like God was just saying. "Wait" He has some other things that I need to be doing right now and adoption is not perhaps in the immediate picture.
Three other songs that night spoke to waiting. Then the speaker spoke about God having a plan. It was as if when the speaker spoke he was speaking Gods words to me.
I have a peace now.
I know God's got a plan. I don't know what it is, but I do know that His are always so much better than mine. So if I just leave it alone and let Him do it, then it will be so much better than I can even imagine.
SO I wait. And live in this moment...and Trust Him.
Can't wait to see what He's going to come up with.