So why is it that I am the only one ready?
D and I were at dinner on Friday night with our couples group. D said something about my Big Ben bio clock...lol And the other 2 couples looked at me like I had 8 eyes.
One couple has 2 teens and are literally counting the days until they move out. The other couple is just happy with the 3 kids they have.
To be honest, the reaction was painful.
Why is it crazy to want to love another child?
Nope we do not have 20 - 30k laying around to adopt another one.
Nope N didn't transition well with E. But we have gotten over that hump and he would LOVE a sister. He needs a girl to play house with. ;o)
Nope we don't have the money to send S to college laying around but that's what they make student loans for isn't it?
None of my children are lacking. For anything. Love, food, shelter, education, goodness knows they have too much 'stuff'.
Why is it crazy to want another child to love? To give another child a home that doesn't have one?
Having more children isn't for every one. Adoption isn't for every one. Having children period isn't for every one.
My arms ache for another child. My heart hurts for the one I feel is missing.
So...call me crazy.
I guess I am.
p.s. if anyone has an extra 20k laying around... I could use it... so could a little girl somewhere, I know it! ;o)